I can’t take it anymore.
My face looks so sad.
My eyes are watering.
My cheeks are turning purple.
I don’t know what to do.
The last time I went out to celebrate my birthday I was so happy and I couldn’t take the pain.
So, it’s not only my birthday that’s so sad, it has become the birthday of my best friend who died last year.
I’ve been wondering what it would be like to be that person for a week now and now I know.
“Happy Birthday” is the first of many things to make me feel sad.
I had a lot of fun with my birthday celebrations last year, but I can never get myself to celebrate with my family or friends.
This year, I’ve decided to do the opposite and spend it with friends and family.
I love the fact that I can celebrate with family and friends who are close by.
It’s just so freeing, and it’s also so sad to think that I’m not going to be able to do that anymore.
I guess what I’m saying is, if you can’t celebrate your birthday with friends or family, you need to think about celebrating with someone special.
“It’s really nice to have someone else with you, but it’s always a little hard when they’re away and not around.”
“I really feel sad for my birthday.
I miss my best friends, I miss having them around, and I feel like I need to be with someone.
But I also think I need that extra support from family and a few close friends who I know will be there.”
I’ve already started planning my next big celebration.
I’m planning to celebrate by having a party with friends, my new boyfriend and my family.
There will be cake, a birthday cake and cake decorations.
I have already prepared a party plan, but a few things need to go before I can put it together.
My birthday cake needs to be decorated and the decorations need to have an appropriate theme.
My boyfriend needs to dress up as a ghost and get my favourite holiday treats.
I want to dress as my best Christmas present, so I’m going to get the best presents and decorations possible.
I’ll have a huge party and have friends and families all over the place.
I plan to wear my best holiday outfits and wear them on my birthday as well.
I can just imagine my best party, where my friends and relatives all celebrate with me and I celebrate with them.
I hope that my birthday will be a good one and it will bring me a lot more joy.
“You’ll always miss me, but there’s someone else in your life who cares for you”.
I can’t stop thinking about my birthday party and how I missed my best time.
I will miss being able to celebrate on my own and having a big celebration, but that’s the only way I can make up for the pain of my loss.
I really want to spend my birthday celebrating with my best wishes and memories, and then I will celebrate my death with friends.
I wish I could be able be at my best birthday party again.
I think it would make a big difference to all of us, so it’s a good thing I don´t have to celebrate alone.